sepia...misty

sometimes when you are living alone for the very first time, i mean totally alone, in a world that seems foreign yet familiar, there will be instances that you question...

i gaze out of the window
from my 9th floor condo
looking out
into the view
of Manila
while it rains...
...just a drizzle really!
it looks sepia,
orangey
and misty...
sad!
just like the slow,
almost languid
beating of my heart...
...my sad & disillutioned
heart...
almost sepia,
orangey
and misty...
sad!
questioning...
"should I really be here?"