memories straight to the heart

i know i should never have gotten the impulse to pack up my things and went with long time friends to an athletic meet and submit myself to a long deserved vacation.  i had too much to gain and only a few to lose but then what i would have lost was too important to me to be deemed insignificant.  but because i love them so much i did decide to go with them.

and i lost what i have thought immune...my heart...now, on the aftermath, i think its the best decision that i have done, even if my heart is now full and about to get hurt again...